A true story

I learned that I can recognize my pain as a gift and use it to mentally and spiritually grow. I learned that the moment I see my pain as a gift, it turns the suffering into blessing. It was not an easy journey, I should admit, but it was such a profound awakening that blew away all the dusts from my mind and I could clearly see the truth of my problem (pain).

I used to postpone many things that I love to do in my life, among them, daily meditation and yoga when I wake up or during the day, voluntary work, helping others more often, exercising every day, travelling to new places, writing more often, enjoying every moment of my life. In fact, this latter is the most essential one that I learned in a very harsh way after suffering a lot last year because of a health problem.

Sometimes, I was close to give up or I was afraid that I could get there and I knew that no body, no body in this world could help me and I was alone on my journey.

I learned that I should appreciate the easy moments of my life when I was just bored but completely healthy. I asked myself why would I waste my precious time in this world on something that is out of my control, on the bad behavior of others, or any other reason. I decided to be careless as a free soul and to be secure at the same time.  

I decided to play my temporarily role in this world as best as I can and remind myself that I am a guest in this world like other people. I decided to enjoy every moment of my life and not to be influenced by other boring, angry or tired guests. I decided to attract good people, happy people to my life and since then I am completely healthy and enjoying my life despite the circumstances.